i wouldnt tolerate lyk tt

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受

我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开
哪有那么简单

了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱
别当作应该

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受

我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔

no.no.no
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中

can u tell me why
这样的我你也曾爱过
不是吗

我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容

beautiful song about a girl tolerating,
turning a blind eye to things that her guy do
cuz she loved him too much...

hmm, why is it always the woman that is sacrificing?
love always makes her willing to forgive her man for all the wrong things that he did.
relieved, is her man.
but she has to keep bluffing herself, telling herself that this is the last time(infinite times), he will change yada yadda...
are we truely the weaker sex?
No.
to all the men out there,
we do all things because
WE WOMEN LOVE 1 MAN WHOLEHEARTEDLY!
but
MEN LOVE EVERY WOMEN EQUALLY!

one friend once told mi," trust mi, i love u, honestly."
i replied," yah, u got more than 1 girl okie."
he said," yah, but dun worry i am better than the playboys out there.
i'm true to all girls."

erm, pardon mi but wad the fcuk is" 我对每一个都是真心的."

WOW, so you've got a big heart huh?
why dun u try doing some charity then ?
i tink tt will be more appreciated.
haha.

我不能忍受你不够爱我
也不能忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
你也应该考虑我的感受

不能忍受你眼神的空洞
更不能忍受你时间不够用
最不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容

interesting thoughts

haha, well i read xiaxue's blog and it amuse mi.

haha, tt article from yahoo i meant.

there was some time ago

when xiaxue was bombarded when she complained about the iphone.

haha, the ppl are jus so subjective.

they are jus merely attacking xiaxue,

with the iphone thingy as an excuse.

if someone else from the hollywood red carpet complains too,

i dun tink the men here would chide her ..

i feel:

wad is wrong with girls with long fingernails?

ppl are jus writing in some feedbacks tt they faced with the phone.

why attack woman with long fingernails?

apple should be the one to provide the solution,

jus lyk when the computer industry starts to introduce laptops and palm tops.

if woman hav to cut off their nails jus to use the iphone,

then in the earlier times why not dun invent laptops

and jus ask ppl to carry the whole computer plus CPU out to work?

its the same point man(literary).

dun u ever get it?

i am so ****ing mad now

yes,

u aint see wrongly.

i am damn pissed off rite now.

wad is darn wrong with u ?

i simply dun understand why why WHY are u obliged

to wait for him to wait for her to finish work?

there is simply no reason to wait lorz.

and u noe wad?

i am here waiting for u to come home, wondering wad took u so long.

u promised to be home early.

but i waited for hours.

if i nv called u,

i wouldn't noe tt --->

I AM WAITING FOR U WAITING FOR HIM WAITING FOR HER TO FINISH WORK !!!

wad crap is this?

others waiting for his gf or i shd say fren

its not even linked to u nor ur business.

if he had told u to wait for him to wait for tt gal,

y cant u simply say tt i am waiting at home for u to0 to come back for dinner,

which had already turned to supper!!!

AS A MATTER OF FACT!!!

AND THIS INCIDENT SIMPLY TELLS MI,

MORE THAN A TIME,

THAT UR FRENZ, EVERYONE, ANYBODY

IS MORE THAN IMPORTANT THAN ME!

U CAN SAY ITS NOT THE TRUTH BUT SUBCONSCIOUSLY

OR UNCONSCIOUSLY ,

U ALREADY PROVED THIS POINT TO MI.

SO WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO EXPECT FROM U NOW?

TO CONTINUE TO BE WITH U ,

GETTING LESS FROM U THAN WHAT I PUT INTO THIS RELATIONSHIP,

AND RISK WAITING FOR U LONG HOURS TOO IF WE EVER GET MARRIED?

OR JUS LEARN TO PUT ALL MY FRENZ AND EVERYBODY

AT A PRIORITY ABOVE U,

JUS LYK WAD U SHOWED MI ?

TELL MI,

I SERIOUSLY WAN TO NOE.

MR A CHUA

food for thought

hmm,

if u are in a relationship where ur bf could meet up with his frenz at pubs,

generally night-spots,

but u are expected to reach home earlier than him.

hav life a tad better than cinderella where time is concerned.

would u accept or rebel?

*

a "no!" is all that u got,

and when asked y couldnt u go but he could

the reply came," its different okie, i m a guy, thus i can go."

so the botttom line was tt

" u are a girl, so u cant go to this kind of places."

come on man whats all this?

MCPs?

yes i do think so .

*

so to them the picture is:

the woman must stay at home and refrain from going out unless necessary

which is probably working and restocking of groceries.

the man will be hanging around outside,

doing wadever he wants

going wherever he lyks and is all okie.

to them this is absolutely acceptable,

the norm in a way.

*

sad huh?

a fairy tale?

女:爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

男:伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

女:男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

男:女人女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生

女:爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

男:伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈

合:我却还是学不会狠心对谁

女:男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

男:女人女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生

女:男人男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼

男:女人女人
我答应做个好人

合:不会再让我(你)心疼
一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男:男人男人

女:女人女人

合:多么希望你是对的人

nice song yeah...
haiz...
男人男人, 多希望你是好人. 多希望用你的真, 让我不必再心疼.

Martell rising personalities award

was on our way home when 'daddy' called

asked if we wanted to go to the martell event.

since mummy and i had nth much to do thus we all went.

after a dinnner at pasta mania,

horrors of horrors strike us.

okie larz,

not tt serious,

but we found out tt

we had to climb up a long long long long long flight of almost vertical stairs.

yeap, to get the the old school building.

Yes, the event was held there.

i'll upload the pictures once i get them.

meanwhile, those who are curious can go to stomp

to view all the photos taken by the photographers there.

hmm, most ppl go there jus for the booze

or for networking...

a good excuse though,

to get to noe ppl from the different trades.

:)

rosalie and aaron joined us towards the end of the event.

party ends at 11 plus,

a late night supper and we are all set for home.

yes finally back !

sry guys,

had been really really busy

and absolutely no ounce of energy to log in and blog.

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so now for a total update:

The days may be jumbled up cuz some are jus to far off for mi to rmb.

o(^.^)o

went out staciy and elaine on erm (i cant rmb the date)

not long ago it is.

needtheless to say,

bought a dress at blossoms together with staciy

cuz its a bargain haha!

they supported mi too,

by signing up a policy with mi each.

smilez :)

met up with jessica after her work

and we went to kbox @ JE.

it has been a long long time since we went k together.

darling was quite upset at first tt i went out with staciy

cuz he tot we went drinking or sth.

then he rmb tt i did told him tt i am at JE kbox with them

bii ask mi to be careful when i walk home.

hmm,

i noe biibii dun lyk mi to be out too late cuz its dangerous,

but bii i'll be careful.

they are my frenz, ex-colleagues and also clients.

so dun worry too much k?

love u hubbii!

jessica wans to hav a savings plan etc ,

so we met up again on fri.

had our dinner and sigining at pasta mania.

haha

did a litttle shopping

and lotsa catching up!!

it has been long since we worked together.

had a great time gossiping too.

:P

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went out shopping with mei juan too.

cuz darling is busy and cant pei mi :P

boo!

bought a dress together with her,

same detail but different style.

:P

there's lyk sales everywhere

and we bought pretty nighties from cotton on too.

happy happy!

theres ppl everywhere too,

even the restaurants and eateries were packed.

we ended up eating at pizza hut @ lucky plaza.

joined david and terry at illuzion after dinner for a drink

before heading to liliain's hse for soccer viewing.

aka get-together...

:)

joined Mandy and her frenz @ dragonfly ytd.

saw the after-work-mandy.

haha...

had lotsa fun.

kor and jie together with mei ling and gang were there too.

mandy introduced a potential client to mi.

haha,

preparing quotes now.

hopefully can pass and get the group business.

:)

all smilez...

a fulfilling trip.

thx mummy no.2!

:)