Friday, November 28, 2008

was still in bed when pelpel called. lol. asked whether safra open to public on friday.
thus i called keong kor kor to ask. yeap was the ans. haha

so confirm with pel and she is meeting mi at darling's place. prepared, wash up, change wahaha.
time for SWIMMING! okie larz, more lyk play with water... lol

ate ya kun for late brkfast haha then back to aunt hse for dinner. then headed over to pel's place. they playing majong haha. and ml came for sec round haha.


omg, i am so sian now, when is the person going to giving a call?

oh yah, the day before went to loyang pray with darling, gf, genie, hh, elaine, ml, boon, mj, keong. went to changi to eat the famous nasi lemak. heng joined us there too, was quite surprise haha.

crapped while eating, laugh till side pain lol.

next stop: illuzion, cuz da jie da ml wan to drink lol. so we jus went lorz. haha. ml keep losing in games, drink until lyk tt day is her birthdae lol.

Monday, November 24, 2008

haha, genie called again. dinner! lol
met her in ard 20 mins at blk 10 again. i jus had dinner though but nvm, pei her lorz.
she jus finish work. gf, darling and co all still in my'sia. lol

tok tok wait for food to come. damn long larz.
then when finally she go ask the vendor then she say "oh sry, we forget ur order. "wth? ppl so hungry liao then the person reply forget ur order. (faint on floor)

the food finally came, discount 50cent. laugh out loud!
initially plan to go safra play pool awhile then go home cuz gf and co every monday will go drink. but surprisingly today nv haha.

came home, waited for darling to reach home. he said he will be over at terry hse to pass him sth. and he said he wun be playing majong.

then came a msg at 12am. Dear we playing majong.

wow! great lorz. wad u promise mi? u jus played 2 times a few days ago? and? the result?
你已经快一个头两个大了你还要玩?u say u stress already but u still go ahead? then wad is the use of saying tt? and when i ask why u agree u say come home then say?

how to come home then say u tell mi? come home u already finish ur majong, win or lose already happen? come home then say can turn back time meh? if u win lucky lorz, if u lose lehz? then come home will say ai yah, nv hand itch then good, and regret.

cant tell u too much in the phone also, must keep my tone gd in the phone also, cannot be a wet blanket since u already decided to play. very tiring, 很辛苦你知道吗?cuz if u lose will say i curse u lose. but then i want to remind u what u told mi before but muz hint and be discrete. worse when u return with a monotonous answer.

sometimes i jus hate this feeling. everything say ai yah, ppl jio marz, cannot be wet blanket to not play but then u should think of ur situation wad. if gd then u play all u wan i wun care cuz not stress. but the truth is not gd marz. ur frenz will understand wan wad. tts why they are u frenz marz. also if its a 100% win situation u tink i wun let u play mehz? but then its not wad. win or lose is pure luck lehz. everywan also wan to win.

haiz. i not blaming anywan i jus dun feel gd, want to rant on my blog.

hope to hav gd news over at kristen's side.

elaine, tml i see how. if not then wed. lol haha

planning to learn driving, after settling down on my job.

everyone is upgrading, haha, suddenly miss studying and exams, practical lessons.

sir ur fortuneight haha, interesting articles. u are rite, y i nv listen to u earlier, but not a bad time to start learning though. citi group bail out S&P500 futures rise. sure u earn quite abit in there. haha

slack

went down to crescent to slack off almost half the day on saturday.

haha, genie called ard 2 30pm to ask if i hav any program, she's hungry and wanted to hav some food. since i am already tossing on the bed doing nth, i met her ard 40 mins later at blk 10. ate chicken rice, haha, long time nv had tt le, tok about almost everything. prisy came down 50 mins later? i dunno how long larz, lol, but we finishing our food liao she den come down. eat le then go terry hse dry swimming( majong) lol.

we walked over to safra planning to do manicure but the safra outlet close le, lol, so went back to crescent and did our manicure there. she did her legs too. we took such a long time choosing color lorz, lol. next time round we will exchange color lol. cuz i lyk her color and she lky mine. haha. the whole thing ended around 7 plus. drank at coffee shop, ate rojak cuz auntie and gf mum got cook, need to go back eat, haha. went to shop and save next.

planning to make salad for darling. haha, bought the ingredients and joke ard. genie at first say buy groceries back to gf hse very wierd, but then after a while she did took quite alot of stuffs and i asked her tot u say very wierd?
she replied," in the night nth to eat more jia lat than the awkwardness of buying stuff up. haha!"
funny haha.

got hme, she called again to ask if wan to go movie with gf, anson and co. help them check the time slot online and excitedly called darling but he said he jus agreed to a majong session.
so no movie sian. haiz.

called heng kor kor to fetch mi over after my dinner. darling drove there straight. the girls were still playing when everyone reach lol. then the guys wanted to come over to play majong but then someone lyk cannot so no choice, wait lorz. haha.

played blackjack, round up won $10 bucks. lucky lol.

yawns.

hme sweet home then.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

after reading so much, the misunderstandings got worser i guess.
u keep saying ppl scold u on ur tagboard so u post their addresses online. well.
read and thought tt somehow with only the ip address but no exact posts, u unforturnately appear to be blubbering. sorry cuz it looks abit like larz. i dun wan u to look bad too.

but posting about other ppl with names attached then ppl post back about u and the thing gets worse and worse.

honestly, the purpose of a tagboard is for random ppl to leave comments. unfortunately, there are only two types of comments; good or bad. we cannot do anything about it. unless we dun blog lorz.. or change to private. retaliating will only make the matter worse.

to all my frenz, take care. to u , well if u still treat us as frenz ba.
ps: elaine is really a gd fren. even though she is young. i nv say she is correct or wrg but u shd noe elaine better to trust her.
randomly read some stuffs online jus now.

Hmm.

Men; a love-hate relationship we feel about them.

we love them for their affection they hav for us, the way they make us feel about ourselves(positive ones), the security that they are able to provide, the way the look at u differently from others tt u know u r the only wan. the way they want to do everything for u( generally speaking), the way they care for u tt is different from how they treat ppl in general. the way u noe tt they already tried their very best to let u feel loved( or at least makes u feel tt way).

we hate them for not being sensitive enough, or at least to know tt we are not alright at times even if we say "nth." they will nv learn tt there is actually sth in tt "nth". they will not probe further, enough to get us to tok about what is wrg. we can't understand why they jus cant listen long enough to understand what is wrg. they jus dun understand why we will get angry or jealous when some girls get too near to them. they will think tt we are being unreasonable, because to them the girl is nth so even in close proximate they dun really take note and dun really care. ( but u will care if some guys stand close or tok to us rite? bingo its the same.)

haiz. troublesome huh?

Man and woman. we are totally different.
we are from a different universe, with different point of views, different outlook, different beliefs, okie, i am repeating i noe. but the point is why can ppl with some much different genetically, emotionally, physically, mentally, be attracted to each other? omg! its more of lyk 2 worlds clashing together. yeap.

man out there. listen carefully. we women are highly emotional creatures. we tink less logically and more emotionally. thus most of the time our tinking will be overruled by our emotions. to a man, it may be a bad ting cuz then it leads to us being mistakenly jealous over some small actions of urs but well, being emotional leads us to empathise with ppl easily, good and bad, cuz we may get cheated or the good thing will be we feel more about certain issues and it also leads us to be more sensitive than man. we will noe someting is wrg even before u say it out.

when we love a man, we will try to do everything to make u happy, feel proud of us.(even if its not everything, its almost there). jus a little appreciation will go a long way in making our day.
no appreciation? we will feel lost, not appreciated as the time goes by, lose interest and well, u wont wan to know the end.

we noe man tinks logically. too logically sometimes, most of the time in fact tt they lost their emotions, tink more like a machine then a human. tts why most almost all mathematicians, occupations tt requires tonnes of formulaes and calculations are topped by man.
but if we start to talk the way like u guys do, wun u feel wierd, pissed or hurt? because some tings in a relationship especially, cannot be answered logically, cuz in this cause logic hurts, sometimes badly. cuz its blunt, straight and unfeeling. so when toking to the opposite sex, especially ur girl, pls tink before u speak. it jus takes a few seconds and u will be taken as a great sensitive guy. why not? a new-age guy perhaps?

okie thanks for listening to my rantings, but well, its not anyhow write wan okie. go read more if u tink i am wrong.






okie. this is the real ranting part. dun read cuz it may be boring.
the below are all general stuffs. not toking about anyone. jus my opinions and feelings.

i will be very pissed if my bf scold mi in front of other ppl especially my frens or his frens. no exceptions! ( u can scold mi IF I AM WRG when we are alone. tell mi wad i do wrg and i will apologise and not do again. u wan to save face wad about mi? it reads the same and wad will others tink? )

totally pissed if u throw vulgarities at mi in front of others.
(it will not reflect good on u and if there is a first time, there will be a second time, third time...)

i will not make a big fuss in a public place cuz i noe u will be pissed. and in front of ur frenz even if they dun say u will not feel good too. i value my reputation in the public as much as u do. thus even if i want to be more headstrong then u, it will be when we are alone. as u said before, guys have a standard stronger image to potray outside and i agree with u. ( sorry if i translate abit funny cuz its in chinese and i lazy to change language) :)
but a small wan okie larz, hee, as long as its not too loud, over the limit its interesting once in a while. :)

respect is very important between couples and its one of the basic building blocks of a healthy, great relationship.




Elaine, i noe alot of things happen and u are down. dun worry, all will be well soon. jus take care, dun tink so much and work and play ur time away ba. at least better then tink and tink rite? will go down and find u when i hav the time. take care gal. have a good week end. :)

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

so its all as such

人的一生都在认识新事故,新环境,新朋友。从一个不懂得分辨是非的黄毛丫头,慢慢学习认别对错与是否。

人人都有朋友,新的,旧的,要好的,不熟悉的。但你有多认识他们呢?

看了那么多,听了这么多,想,拼,了解了才发现,原来大家都一样。人性本是如此。好人的定义何在呢?大家都有偏见的。不完美者方为“人”。无论你是小孩或大人,甚至年长者都一样。

有时候,你以为这一群朋友看似感情深厚,但却又不是如此。在一起是因环境的共同,群体的一种需求。 从外表上看似平静, 但私底下却零乱复杂。甲嫌乙的一些举动,乙嫌甲谈话上的无知, 丙和丁却对彼此有着同样的偏见。

从不同的角度与观点来看,他们是对的,却也是错的。乱吧?

其实有很多事都处于灰色地带, 不对,应该是像“道” 的标制一样,阴阳及是相隔, 但也相承。

写到这里,我看我的思路也乱了。 想说的话不是言语笔墨所能形容的。只能说古人云;“人不为己, 天诛地灭。” 一点也没错。

Man are creatures of curiosity.

sometimes you dun lyk someting but u are nt allow to voice out as it would unfortunately cause a butterfly effect tt could seriously injure u too. badly. so u've got no choice but to keep quiet.

sometimes u tink this person could be trusted so u tell him ur problem or opinion and in the end, boo! u get stabbed and the same others thought u are the bad one, no clarifications, u have totally no clue about ur injustice death.

原来大家都口不对心。

Monday, November 17, 2008

HaPpY 24th biRthDae Hubbiihoney!!!

hubbii de 24th bdae, hee.

reaccount:
majong on the 14th nite, haha
slpt till 3plus on 15th, went to plaza singapura with kor, boon, and co.
ate at cafe cartel, then up to the arcade for some fun.
darling caught a kitty keychain for mi cuz i failed to do so. haha, thx muacks.
a few of them were hard at work at the sweets machine, haha- the craze of jackpot.
played at the basketball machine with the girls, the guys were reminiscencing their childhood at the soccer machine( the wan lyk bbqing satays while playing de)
bought the bbq stuffs at carrefour, and off we went to jurong for our prawning session.

darling prawn first so i try to catch some small fish from the pond for his bait. haha, its damn fun lorz. me and prisy jie was lyk looking and looking at the surface of the pond and then a sudden scoop and up came the net and a fish or 2 . but at first we are too slow and they got away. prisy jie came up with a slogan, yan ming shou kuai, see-aim-pounce! haha, we look so funny tt the employers there tot we catching prawns with the net lorz. lol.

haha, its also the first time i see prawning also can drink so many bottles of beer, lyk more then a box lorz.. lol

long time nv see seetin le, tok to her bout lots of things, haha. ur desmond super ka po arhz. haha, hope to see ur baby soon.

darling thank everyone for their bdae prezzies! :) and a unique bdae celebration !!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

much better

feeling much better leh, except for the coughing. kept coughing till there's blood at a certain point when i spit the phlegm out. yewww!

it rained the whole day today and guess wad? haha, i slpt till 5 plus and tot its only 2 plus lol. darling also slpt in till quite late hee. thx to him( my warmer) so i did not feel cold in the nite. love u so much darling!

a few days later jiu shi darling de birthday le, haha, celebrating it by going prawning with quite a big group of frenz, at least darling can enjoy prawning, bbq, and the company of his bros, even those tt cant go drink. :P hmm, wad should we buy for bbq.

darling's favourite! haha
1. cheese hotdogs lots of it.
2. hotdogs
3. bacons/ sausages
4. sweet potatoes/corns
5. sotong balls hee
6. marshmallows
7. bring lotsa salt for the prawns (always not enough de ) lol
of cuz with butter, satay sticks and plates etc, tissues
oh, ah boon say he will bring crabs ? lol , bbq nice arhz? haha..

hee we'll go ah ping's shop opening first, shopping, then buy food to bbq then reach the prawning place :) cant wait.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

sick Sick SICK!

haiz, sick from 4th evening till now. and tml is our 21st month-iversary.
jus great man.

and guess wad? darling is sick together will mi too. haiz.. poor guy.

darling said is i spread to him de, then i say dun slp beside mi lorz, and he replied, ai yah, then we yi qi shen bing lorz.( then we sick together lorz in chinese) uber sweetness, love u darling.

but i tink its also a good thing ba, a blessing in disguise? but a very xin ku de blessing lorz. hee

darling cook hot water for mi, i cook mian sian for darling, we sneeze together, coop inside the bedroom without the fan together. headache together, darling still turn ard to pamper mi abit, to tell mi he is still with mi. darling heat up the food for mi, wash the dishes, and we took turns so the other can rest. hee, wo meng yi qi tong gan gong ku... :)

DARLING, THX FOR EVERYTHING, I LOVE U ! (i noe i tell u tis almost every day every few hrs but tis true u noe.)

going to bed le, update when i feel better.
tata!

Monday, November 3, 2008

well, a summary of my days.

went wild wild wet with pel and her baby, meiling and pel's neighbours.
had a great fun. lyk meiling said, its lyk an excursion haha. ( ya teacher meiling!!)

went to try the u-shaped thingy( i dunno wad its called) and i screamed lyk hell( hey, its common of me k, cuz i am very afraid of heights and not to mention falling down from it.)

meiling laughed at mi after we went down. nvm at least i dun get urinated on 2 times, horz meiling? hee...


went prawning too, with alan, kor and many more. i tink almost the whole gang turned up. haha.
caught a few prawns yeah! happy-face!

oh yah, the bbq, u noe wad? someone forgot to buy butter, lol... so we bbq the hotdogs dry. lol. lyk survival cooking. haha


accompanied darling to terry's hse. the guys play majong and we played blackjack. was very slow haha till pel keep rushing mi. sry larz, cuz i dunno how to count somemore with A's. whether its 1, 10, or 11. haha, blur. almost eveery time A's is with mi, i will get 7 , 3, 2, 5, and nv 10, or picture. sianz...


haiz, i sense some communication misunderstandings. cuz someone told mi the secret tt we talk was somehow leaked out. but there was only us few. and they are a close-knitted group. i fear they will tink it was mi, cuz nobody will tink its the other two marz, and i dun tink its them too, but it also wasnt mi cuz i told nobody, not even darling which i sometimes will if the content is still okie okie, lyk some gossips between mi and s buddy. haiz, i noe they are trying to find out its who but dunno why they nv ask mi or they tink its mi already or something? i also dun dare to go and kapo already later make everything worse. or maybe they dun wan to malign(is this the spelling) mi or something cuz haven prove is who? haiz. very confusing, i dun wan to lose friendships.