alot of overdue photos and some recent ones.

actually alot more but i lazy to upload...

wait damn long ...

haha...

Yeah, bling blings!

biibii and mi at illuzion

random photo with love again

mi, elaine and agnes

(bofore going ph)

doing.....

done :)

waiting for elaine to finish work, haha..

we love to take photo!

meiling and mi at wild wild wet

ling ling at wild wild wet. see my hair?!?!

mmm... yummy!

haha, see there!

Amelia and mi at powerhse!

yeah, caught a minnie! i got one for u too debbie!

mickey mickey!

wad the hell?

today went down to eat with genie.

wad the f***. walking towards the foodcourt and a china woman knocked mi from behind and continue walking in front of mi, lyk i invisible, lyk she knock onto mi she nv feel anything. wad the hell.

so i exclaim to genie, no manners lorz, in chinese. then the stupid woman nv apologise or wad nvm lorz, she still turn ard and say, is u ownself block the way lorz.

WAD THE F**K LARZ! U BEHIND MI CROSS CANNOT SAY EXCUSE MI ARHZ? AT LEAST MAKE SOME SOUND RITE?

BUT SHE JUS KNOCK INTO MI AND WALK OF, LYK NTH HAPPEN LORZ.

COMEON, U NOT CHILDREN NOT OLD ELDERLY CANNOT SAY SRY ARHZ?

SO I SAY, WAD I BLOCK U, MY BEHIND NO EYES LEHZ.

AND SHE DARE TELL MI, " U WAN FIND FIGHT IZZT? U BELIEVE I KILL U ARH I TELL U... BLAH BLAH BLAH !!!" THROWING ASSAULTING WORDS AT MI.

WAD THE HELL LORZ...

IDIOT LEHZ..


AND U NOE WAD?

I MET ONE SIMILAR WAN AT JP BEFORE.

is all these stupid china women acting lyk tt, tts why all ppl stereotype against other good china ppl.

wow unbelievable!

wish everyone a happy merry christmas!!!!!!!!!

ho ho ho...

true to the song,

ALL I WAN FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU!!
LOVE U LOTS DARLING DEAR!

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just as i was scrutinising at some other stuffs, i hear a news tt shocked me quite literally.

wow, really? i wondered, but it din take mi a quarter of a second to realise its true.

why?

it goes to the credibility of the person. i figured tt they hav no reasons to paint a bad image of the other person. :)

hmm, why?

this is always the question.

是他本来就是这样吗？还是鹤蚌相争， 渔翁得利呢？

反话这门学问， 说难不难， 但若说易却不易。说得好，能赢得全场的信任。但是说得头不对尾， 就会让你的公信力从此贬为复数。

幸好大家都知道他的个性， 否哲我岂不是变成了他的代罪羔羊吗？对此， 我感到万分的庆幸。

谢谢你把这件事告诉我， 不然我就像个笨蛋一样。

sth to tink about

what if something is actually nothing, and nothing becomes something?
what would u do?




:)





haha, just thought of some incidents, makes mi want to laugh.

狗抓老鼠。

此地无银。

;)



flu flu go away lol...

its nearing

yah, x'mas is near whahaha...
hav u prepared ur pressies?? hee...

went to jp to shop with seetin for 2 days.
haiz... ppl ppl everywhere. so many choices but all seem so normal, later clash how? lol

long long time nv see her liao. tok alot haha, everything can be a topic.
gossips gossips gossips... :)

finally bought something tt i tink i nice and suited to the christmas mood, can use and 'you xin yi'.

sick at home now, lol, flu. but cant slp, so now preparing my pressies. one by one thread, tie, fold, hook. :)

oh yah, thanks lilian for the watch, damn nice i love it. hee... my earliest christmas present. :)


ate roti prata with darling and frenz at river valley ytd. tried banana prata, lol, okie okie, but if got icecream to go with it i tink nicer ... :) tok cock gossip and complain abt the food and service haha...

nxt headed to terry's hse for a drink, the guys only larz, cuz they wan to watch soccer. then we girls go inside room to again, no need to mention, haha, tok lorz, wad can we do? tok about everything, from sch days, bfs and rebellious days with teachers, things unforgetable. haha
pel showed us her bdae gifts, we k-po k-po haha. terry gave her a LV wallet. so sweet rite. cuz she always hav no space to put her gucci long wallet, so hence now a short wan. :) most importantly, its the thought tt counts. Pel, u make us all jealous lehz...hahaha!



so so so, where to this x'mas???

i wanna hav fun!
:)

i noe why le, it might be...

DISCLAIMER: if u tink tt reading my posts will make u angry, offend u or wadsoever, then pls kindly stop here and exit. or else dun say tt i am offending u( general)






i was tinking and thinking as to wad made some ppl sensitive towards my posting and do not lyk wad i wrote.

and suddenly i understand why the post tt is meant to point at guys, made girl dun lyk wad i wrote.

cuz of the underlying points tt i brought up.
i shall not write it here cuz its a sort of a taboo topic.
yeap, the least respect tt i give or i tink i shd give.
and also to save me from verbal assaults and backstabbings.
who noes rite?
if not ppl will say i am writing about them. laughs.

but do u see names here?

NO.
okie except Pel but no, pel its not refering to u. its not even related to ur case. :)

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hmm, if u write about something and ppl say u are writing about them or feel tt way. (but u are not, not even tinking about them when u write)

then why still ppl will feel offended?

is it becuz my post is REALLY misleading?

or

is it becuz my post TICK A NERVE DEEP DOWN IN UR HEART?
(u noe its somewad true, u relate to the post, then u feel guilty so u tink i offend u if i write it online)

well, all are welcome to answer my question thru my tagboard.
:)

haha...

its so funny, i just heard the joke of the day lol..

but i shall not post it here.. haha...
ask mi if u are curious. :)

on the other hand, pls dun get too excited, :)

let mi clarify afew things.

i am not quarreling with pel. lol. we r jus having some exchange of idea on the blog.

wad is a blog?

its an online diary where we can write down all our thought and feelings, no restriction no nth. as long as we do not malign ppl, do not post nudity or racism, everything under the sun is possible.

Rite?

if anywan still feel tt i am writing about him or her, being too over sensitive, pls read my post one more time carefully. if the general topic still looks lyk it is pin pointing to u in ur opinion, tell me. if it the reason u provide is justifiable, i'll remove my post. :)

smile, cuz everyday is a wonderful day!

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okie here goes,

xiao hui was walking on the street one fine day when she suddenly felt a sharp pain and drop to the ground. the doctor could not find any physical wound on her but she was certain tt she was in terrible pain. dianogsis shows nothing unusual. but she keep saying she has a terrible back pain.
WHY?

haha...

who noes the answer?

Mercy is really mercy?

inspired by lovelyn, i found some of JODI's books.

interesting, touching and somewhat freaking real.

Mercy:
What would you do for someone you love? Would you lie? Would you leave? Would you kill?

-about love, mercy killing aka euthanasia.( in singapore its called end-of-life)

to side track alittle:

do u agree to mercy killing?
wad is ur stand?
more and more countries are granting the green light toward euthanasia. but how would it affect our moral obligation?
how far will u go?

Quoted from the book,

Jamie says, "You know it's never fifty-fifty in a marriage. It's always seventy-thirty, or sixty-forty. Someone falls in love first. Someone puts someone else up on a pedestal. Someone works very hard to keep things rolling smoothly; someone else sails along for the ride."

Do you agree?


I agree. 50-50 is the ideal that many would wan to achieve but some how its impossible. its just a matter of who is putting in more effort then the other. sadly.


The Pact:

i jus bought hee hee.. :P

Refer to my post on guys and clubs

TO ALL TT READ MY POST BRIEFLY AND MISUNDERSTOOD WAD I WAS TRYING TO BRING ACROSS!


PLS OPEN UR EYES BIG BIG AND READ CAREFULLY THEN RETORT.
THANK U FOR UR COOPERATION.



FIRSTLY, wad i wrote was IN GENERAL.


from the dictionary-

General :
1. of, pertaining to, or true of such persons or things in the main, with possible exceptions; common to most; prevalent; usual: the general mood of the people.

2. considering or dealing with overall characteristics, universal aspects, or important elements, esp. without considering all details or specific aspects: general instructions; a general description; a general resemblance one to another.

IN GENERAL,
a.
with respect to the whole class referred to; as a whole: He likes people in general.
b.
as a rule; usually: In general, the bus is here by 9 a.m.


AND as for ur post, u can go do more research, ask more ppl- guys who play or who got frenz who play. get them to be honest. :)

nowadays, most guys looking for fun as in more than wad normal frenz do, dun go to those chinese ktv liao.( THIS STATEMENT IS BACKED BY MY GUY FRENZ)

WHY?

its simple, it cost money.

if u pick up some girls tt are willing to go back with u from pubs or clubs, mostly its free.

go geylang also need money.

In clubs etc, there is such a huge selection, a wide array of choices, and when its mostly free, why not? THAT IS WHY IT IS CALLED A ONE NIGHT STAND, AND NOT PROSTITUTION.


BUT BUT BUT, NEITHER AM I SAYING THAT EVERY GUY PLAYS ,NOR SAYING THAT EVERY GIRL IS EASILY AVAILABLE.

I STATE ONCE AGAIN, ITS IN GENERAL.

if you think tt my post is offensive to anyone, then i tink again u read a little too much in depth. once again, any coincidence of clashing senarios is purely coincidental.

ppl who met their bf, husband, ppl who just happen to work or once worked in a pub or club, pls refer to the above point if u get offended.


i still maintain my stand tt no one, absolutely no one in the right state of mind will go to a club or pub with the SINGLE agenda to look for a life partner(companion).

if anyone knew their partner in such places and are still together, it will be they are there to know more frenz of the opposite sex in the first place. then through more contact with each other, thus decided tt the girl or guy is not bad, and hence, stayed together.

Alicia, correct me if i am wrong. :)

I dun tink this is bad, cuz alot of my frenz knew their partners this way. some still together
, some separated.

of cuz, i also noe some guys who had fetched girls home from pubs before, some of my frenz even go home with guys they met there, much to our dismay and warnings.
some girls go clubs but they will definitely go home, their principle is simply different.
some guys just dont want to play around.
there are all sorts of ppl in this world.

if anyone think i am still wrong, feel free to correct mi.

BUT

FYI PLS READ CAREFULLY AND THOROUGHLY UNDERSTAND WAD I MEAN BEFORE U ANYHOW TWIST MY POINT.

THANK YOU!

happy happy HAPPY!!

haha, finally got to meet up with elaine, alicia, amelia, cheryl, lovelyn.

its SUPAFLY! haha...

some of their frenz came too.. wad fun!

meet them at ard 10 plus. stupid orchard jam! Amelia and co reached ard 12 i tink.
lovelyn booked a table already but cuz darling say he will be going with raymond and amelia's bf, so we also sat at the table reserved for darling and co too.

i tink i saw a familiar name on the reservation tag near our table and wondered, the world so small mehz? after asking ard, they all say tink is different ppl larz, so we just forget about it.

BUT BUT BUT, it turned out that Elaine saw staciy there at powerhouse too, and which means the reservation for Rueben is the same person !! lol such a small small world.

AND AND AND yeap, later tt night i bumped into her ard i tink 3 times arhz? just greeted with a wave and a smile each time cuz there very crowded and in a rush so nv tok thou.

waited for darling to arrive before i join the girls to hav some fun. hee, they did waited with mi thou, thxz. hee. darling allowed mi to go enjoy myself tt night, awesome! haha thx a million, love u lots.

partying with alicia, cheryl and co really bring lots of laughter and not to mention craziness lol. helped cheryl to tink of her action to go with her introduction, rite cheryl? muz get some petent fee from u for the action liao lol. haha

drink, laugh, drink, playing and teasing, soon, we were all standing on stage, dancing lyk crazy lol. i was so scared tt darling will scold mi after seeing mi there, but he said it was okie, really okie, no blackface or anything. muacks, i am so happy, partying with my frenz, and together with my darling! spotted raymond and darling awhile later on the dancefloor too. when i ask darling how come so on go dancefloor, he say, "bo bian, pei raymond leh..." and shakes head. lol.

oh yeah, met a new fren, joycely. she's lovelyn's colleague, a nice, crazy bubbly girl.

stayed at powerhouse until ard 4plus 5 then went over to dragonfly cuz darling wanna go find fren and ALICIA WANTS TO GO! lol. :)

drink, dance, chatted and wait for john to finish work before we left for t.blangah rise for curry rice. john told mi he and darling together for very long liao. lol laughs. :)

joycely told mi that she can see tt darling dotes on mi very much while eating, and i told darling hee. he responded with a smile. cute.

bade goodbye to raymond, john and co, sent elaine and joycely to the main road for cab before heading home.

sweet dreams to all. haiz, sad, alicia nv join us. nxt time alrite?
:)

i wonder

i cant help but wonder,

hmm,

what do guys do when they accompany their fren out to party to "xian" girls?
do they just sit at a corner and observe?
or do they join in to jio the girl/girls too? so as to help their fren? ( may be a gd excuse if questioned? lol)

hmm, i tink most likely is the latter ba?
especially when it is a sort of guys night out?
the guys tt are jus accompanying maybe appear to be boring ppl, or be looked down on if they did not join in the fun?

if under peer pressure, i say if, how much could u stand? will u decend to tt level?

i trust u tts true, but i also could only trust u rite? contradicting huh?

dun worry. the bottom line is still - i trust u.

but i just cant help but wonder.

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the below is only my and mine opinion. any matching of events or scenario is just a coincidence.

if u wan to know a decent girl, have a stable relationship, not a problematic wan, and have long term plans together, will u find her in a club or pub?

any guy with common sense will know the answer will definitely be NO rite?
apologies to those ppl married, stable down and know each other in such places, u are the minor minor ones. i am speaking in general.

guys, if u wan to play, u wan to have a one night stand, u wan to enjoy urself with no strings attached, ( except with the possibility of having STDs in random), and having no need to pay for sex, except maybe for the drinks etc, WHERE WILL U GO?

PUBS AND CLUBS! BINGO!

so u see my point now?

GETIT ??


sorry for being so straight to the point but dare u say i am wrong?

i asked my guy frenz before i post this, they say its nth, every guy noes this point.



so my question now is,


tell mi in plain language

U are going to club to find a girl to start a relationship?

or

U are just finding an excuse find a one night stand?

i tink all guys can help u answer. lol.
its so obvious.

haiz, no wonder i always hear ppl say they cant be bothered to even scold u liao.

你要和“堕落” 做朋友吗？

powerhouse!

yeah!

finally can meet up with the girls le.

i miss them so. it has been quite some time, in fact, very long time since we last met up.

Alicia, elaine, amelia, cheryl, and lovelyn.

haha. see ya later!

Alicia, dun be late arhz.. hee lol...

yeah.. haha

yeah, today lady luck is on my side...
completed my collection for baby disney characters with my last catch for donald. hee...
lets see, spent about $3 or $4. hee. happy happy. :)

genie wanted the new collection haha. keep catching the bunny and mickey or winnie but funnily cannot catch, but caught a few mickeys and minnie. lol repeated de, she had the whole collection le. she say nvm, give her fren baby. haha, finally i buay ta han, try my luck help her caught. and so coincidentally i hook the bunny up and it fell out. whahaha, we laugh until stomach pain. hope the next few days we return already got refill le or got ppl help us push the winnie or mickey over then genie can try her luck again. i wanna try winnie with drum. waiting patiently for ppl to position for mi lol.

mayne say she will be free tentatively on 21st. then we go safra swim .
lol wait for u . haha

oh yah, i ate the chicken chop burger. nice lorz..
haha delicious!

babykins i love u !

haiz,
u arh u , everything because of u, all all all because of u .
even the first song tt we shared, the ringtone tt we use only for us, is " because of u " .

haha.. lol

and just because of u, are u , tts why i love u .

today darling actually wanted to open shop at 8 plus, so cant slp after majonging.(tinking tt h can come home after jimmy arrive, ard evening time to catch his beauty slp) but then dunno why he suddenly fell aslp while watching tv beside mi.

suddenly jerk up from my slp to find darling still beside mi at 10 plus, lol. shock! immediately shook him up and he woke up damn fast larz, lol. super surprising. i continued to slp after he went to bath.

darling called ard 6 plus, izzt? i forgot, but ard there larz. faster go bath and meet him downstairs to buy groceries, hee, wanna cook some food for dardarz. he look so shag larz, lyk any time wan to fall down and slp liao. sayang sayang...

haha, dardar now already doze off liao. lol so fast.
muacks!

do u feel it?

i dun noe why but i am starting to miss u more when u are at home
than when u are not in my presence.

okie, maybe i noe why, cuz u are already used to being together, seeing my at hme/knowing i am at home waiting for u. its kinda lyk a sure thing huh?

maybe, maybe i am aware, but living in denial?

many will mock mi for being foolish. u are sucha nice guy, no fooling around, better EQ, better temper than last time, no sweet talking to just anybody and the list may go on.

BUT well, treat it tt i am greedy okie. for once, i wan back the guy who treated mi so well back then. its the same guy, but how come it seems so different now? it can be abit different, not so enthusiastic as before i understand but then at least not to the extent of lyk a little bit better than heck care marz? rite? haiz, this is really how i feel this few weeks, more than half of the time...

once in a blue moon, u will be super sweet, even jus for tt few mins or secs i dun care, cuz u made mi fall in love with u all over again, but sometimes u really make mi feel tt u and i are only 2 frenz tt slp side by side. S-I-A-N, u noe? (i put sian cuz its still not to the extent of being pathetic and the words sounds somehow rude to our relationship.)

i noe compare to alot of other ppl, our prob is lyk a molehill only but i wan our relationship to move forward, slowly but forward, i dun wan it to stop there, worse still go backwards and tts where all sorts of nonsense starts to come out of our mouth and there will soon be nothing left to say and ends with a FULLSTOP.

I DUN WAN US TO BE LYK TT. tts why when i dun feel rite, i will tell u, always so softly, without quarrels and all, but u almost always appear to be not listening/ taking in my words fully. its lyk u nod, say okie, but ur heart says otherwise. cuz ur facial expression and ur gestures looked tt way so well, i jus finish wad i wan to say and stop.

if 1 day, u tink tt its better for us to go our own way, jus tell mi, dun keep to urself, i dun wan to end up lyk someone.
( its out of the context but somehow i suddenly jus feel tt : its better to noe tt we cant be together anymore, than to end up bumping into u holding on someone else's hand out of nowhere.. tt hurts more, infinite...)

haha, no time to online, catching serials at lightning speed, lol.



acc genie go downstairs eat. finally i got to drink my bubble tea, so near but i always forget lol.



went to safra next to see got chance to catch toys not.

genie pro lehz, upgrade to big winnie the pooh liao lorz. lol. she catch the big winnie ke-long lol. cuz got stuck, machine restart then the winnie fell down haha. but the tiger too heavy cannot catch. she love the tiger more. lol. had my try and same kena stuck then the stupid bowling ppl restart the machine then the winnie fell backwards. sian half. nvm. next time. i will have u. lol.

caught a mickey for genie too. own her 1 mickey cuz she give mi a daisy. hee. my next target, donald wahaha, if possible winnie or tiger..

mei lan jie!!! now its genie turning housewife horz. cuz she call mi. "wan go down eat? i also wan go shop and save buy groceries."
haha

read someone's blog, some or most of the post actually wrote out my feelings too.

why is sensitivity, patience and other empathetic qualities not in a guy's dictionary ?

haiz, sometimes love him lyk crazy, miss him lyk crazy, but sometimes he really can make u angry lyk dun wad, sad lyk duno wad too. haiz...

darling u really power lor u. haiz. but i noe u really dote on mi de. i love u !