Saturday, January 31, 2009

back back !!

haha...

my blog looks quite dead now, lol.

well, anyway i jus came back from my trip and u cant blame mi for not updating when i left my lappy at darling's hse. hee waited for uber long and finally darling is back tonite. (jumps around for joy)

willl only be meeting him tml, cuz i 've some packing to do. wahaha.

spent my days upon returning by visiting relatives for CNY, oh yap, went out with seetin to jp to walk ard, tok of cus, and the ting tt i hav been obssessed with? reading the last 2 books of the harry potter series. hee. great story. took mi ard 2 to 3 days to finish it, amist everything. i want my twilight series next! 4 books in total i wonder if its thicker than the potter series, shdnt be so.

having some bks to read at hand certainly helps to lessen the anxiety of waiting for darling's return from his fishing trip. but alas the wait is finally over.

i hav lots of photos waiting to be uploaded, stay tuned, for i still have not got hold of the cable and everything. :) videos of fireworks and firecrackers, but i doubt blogger can support.

hav a happy new year everyone.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

today rush here then rush there.
then wait for dardarz to finish his stuffs before going tiong bahru for movie with darz.
hee, watched Love Matters.

Rate: 5 starz

haha, damn funny. i laugh lyk hell.
heng today watch 6plus show so not many ppl. and the ppl there also toking, laughing out loud so its okie. haha...

Plot somehow predictable but well, its at least this show is a bit different from other Neo productions. it leads u tinking about wads happening alot predictable but then again at least theres a little sarcastic twist at the back. haha... so funny.
issues lyk typical guys, playing around not settling down, no sex equals to not loving u, one nite stand kena blackmailed, child surfing porno sites, sch students fooling ard etc etc are the points surrounding the movie.

sth interesting.
somehow i keep feeling tt the show is lyk helping NEW MOON to sell their abalone lehz. those ppl who watch already can tell mi if u felt it too? lol. at one part i was lyk wah, so extravagant?
know why? there's this part where the guy in the movie was injured by the bookshelve tt fall down and when the girl found him, SHE COOK ABALONE PORRIDGE FOR HIM TO EAT LEHZ! LOL rite? dun u find it funny?

some quotes worth remembering:

“ 。。。我的青春小鸟一去不回来。” by Benny when Hui Ge was in fear of erectile dysfunction.

“ 东西旧了,是这样的。 我这样慢慢弄弄着, 慢慢就会起来的。。。” (in hokkien) by the carpark attendant becuz the entry barrier cannot go up. lol

“ 嗨, 我就是他的妈妈。。。 。。。我最喜欢吃香肠了,我们全家都喜欢吃香肠。。。” by the girl's mum with a sinister smirk.

the dream about him barely missed being castrated was true. the whole family wanted to test him. LOL.

him being afraid to eat a hotdog and 2 fishballs. lol

its a must watch guys. rmb go watch lol.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

checking GV for movie timing. lol...

my head hurts...

where for art thou Romeo lol...

i just wan to spent more time with u cuz u are flying off to bangkok soon all thanks to raymond.
and i will be in malaysia- granny hse.

all the fireworks and firecrackers cant even lighten up my mood cuz i am gonna miss u lyk hell but i tink u wont understand...

wads there to be excited when i cant even share the joy with u.

feeling so fcuked up now.

dun even feel lyk going back to granny's hse.

why?

every year we rush in the day before new year's eve or nite before eve. and then rush out on the morning or afternoon on the 2nd day of new year cuz of work and school. pack lyk hell then unpack lyk hell.
and when u are there, u cant expect to slp too much or even sufficient cuz everybody is in the mood of playing, who wans to slp. then so yap, the lack of slp.
and a hse filled to the brim with ppl (yes, tink of 30+++ ppl there. yes its at least this much, but not to worry there's enough space in the huge bangalow ) but there are only 2 bathrooms. lol sometimes me and my sis actually walk to our aunties hse to bath( in peace) lol with my auntie's daughter, my cousin. haha...

then the moment we come back we need to bath quickly and then its off to my father's side to bai nian. haiz... rush here rush there and i will eventually get sick again. LOL.

the pros are nice, tt i get to play with big red long firecrackers tt my frenz here dun even get to touch, not to even say light them up, and tons of different firecrackers and fireworks, sparkles, tt shoots into the air with the sound of thunder, the dancing of flames, the crackling of the crackers etc etc.

the cons is tt it is too too too rush. cant the government give us more public hols for our CNY ( its jus a wish. i noe its not possible) sometimes i wake up in malaysia tinking i am back in singapore already and the opposite too. when its time to go back home, i m lyk huh? i thought we jus reach only ytd. lol. yap confusing huh?

and and and I HATE PACKING AND UNPACKING SO FAST TT I WILL LOST SOMETHING IN TRANSITION!!!!

haiz, enought grumbling. my head is falling off with my nose. gotta get to bed le. nites everyone.
Alls not well,

cuz

i

am

sick.


Damn it.

Blame the weather lol.

i tink i got the flu, heavy head, hot temperature, with my nose running about.
( nah, its just a figure of speech. :) )

SIAN SIAN SIAN ARH!

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!

Where are u when i need u ?


anyway, to digress abit,
i hate tt stupid guy. just dissappear will ya?
u jus make the whole male species look damn stupid and outright retarded.
yes.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

baby fetched mi from home and we went to meet the company at somewhere ard bukit timah i tink.


Irvin restaurant.


for peranakan foodies!


see our long table dining , lol. mind u that is lyk half the dishes we had . imagine if i had taken the whole feast. lol. a crowded table tt would be.


Friday, January 9, 2009

Thursday, January 8, 2009

freaking pissed

i noe u are stressed about work, u dun hav enough slp.
but tt doesnt mean u can rant ur pent up feelings at me.

i hav my own stress too. but i did not add tt to ur burden.
when u say u go out drink, i let u go out relax.
when u come home, i cook for u, do everything for u.
when u wan to eat out at nite, i woke up early next morning to make brunch for u.
when u come home drunk, i clean up for u, even though i am pissed as to why u drank so much.
etc etc..... no need to say so much.

and and and i noe u are under stress so i have been extra extra nice to u.

but then wad did i get in return?

got scolded, "attituded", irritated.

kept telling myself tt it doesnt matter, but then it got worser by day. you promised to not treat mi lyk tt and the nxt morning u blew ur words away.

"tskk" at every small little thing. even my usual greetings is being treated as bo liao. Fine.
those words may be nothing to a fren but it hurts a thousand billion times when those words where thrown to mi, ur girlfren.

Sorry as u were but u chose to keep quiet as if nothing has happen, ever.
but in reality, its not tt way.

y keep trying to avoid problems when u actually noes tt it wun help at all?
By avoiding, problem will become problems, with an S behind it.

sometimes, i just dun understand wad are men tinking. they cared, but they act lyk they dun give a damn. they are scared, but they act as though its nothing to them.

y do you hav to hide ur feelings?

do u wan to wait till u lose it then u start to tink,
" erm, i tink i really might have lose something."

and

" oh, i tink tt might be really quite important to mi. "

and when its gone,
" well, i tink it wasnt much of my fault."

" she had wanted to go anyway."

" i suppose its okie. its destined to be lyk tt. "

sounds familiar?

HAIZ....



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he said sry, sry he doesnt meant it to be lyk tt. he doesnt wan it to mean tt way.

so wad is it suppose to mean?

asked why he kept quiet when he actually know tt i am in fact very very upset about tt episode, he said he dunno wad to say.

-_-|||

how nice lorz. then at least u can do something rite?
but no. he just kept driving.

later, when asked again, he replied the same. so wad happened to the word "T-R-Y, TRY?
u could at least try to save the situation rite?

enough of tt. alls peace now but i'll keep track.

if it happens again, i am going to turn slowly away. u could blame mi for all u wan but its u who hold the key. its lyk i am only turning on command. haha.

i wanna dye my hair.
had been wanting to have blue black colored hair the for the longest of time but well, haven done anyting yet haha. and i dun hav the color. maybe self-dye some dark red tints will do lol.

making biscuits for CNY!!! yeah.

hope tml will be a happy day.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

immortality and eternity

i just watched twilight.
beautifully touching, extremely saddening. fatal attraction. lethal seduction.

wad is love?

is it a kind of mutual attraction force between the opposite sexes,

a luxury, with pros and cons attached,

or,

a need, a very basic need in life?

how much are u willing to sacrifice for the one u love. to wad extend.

为爱的人, 你能牺牲多少?

do u noe? do u have an answer in ur heart?

who has love so great that he or she can even trade his/her life in for eternity?

which brings in yet another question.

wad is eternity?
how do u measure it?

its the same as the word "forever".
honestly speaking, its so over-rated.

Do u believe a person when he or she says, "i love u forever baby. "

anyway, back to the movie.


" i want u. always. " meaningful, short and sweet.

the sentence tt i love most is, " is it not enough just to have a long and happy life with mi? "
to which she answered, " no."

if u have seen the movie, u will understand wad it truely means.

okie, time to come back to reality. and tt is --------- i need to slp liao .. bye.