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oh my god... wrote a long long post but then blogger cannot post larz..
wad the hell. sian ..
now no mood to write down tue de events liao ..
sian .

but melody is nice. will go again with lynn when free.. :)

haiz... sianing at home...

y are u always out of reach, k not out of reach le, but where are when i wan u ... boo...

sayang mi, dotes mi, love mi, spent time to understand mi, pei mi and make mi feel lyk ur everything...

（ 我 ）最幸福的事

我好喜欢的一首歌。。。


你乘着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂后来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的事
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
乘鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你终为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
这难过情事 只剩两个字
我拯能任性 为难你解释

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
乘鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你终为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴 每一幕 都微笑着停制

我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 只是分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 面那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起那时 那天和你傻笑着认识
是最幸福的事


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我还记得 那时是如何和你傻笑着认识
你接我回家 笑着猜我住在那一层楼
我还说如果你猜不出 就不和你再见面了
看着你那心急的表情 我偷笑着

放学了 到你的店找你 等你打烊后一起去吃晚餐
考试的时侯 没时间见面 你却答应我等一切结束了会带我到处玩
夜游浪漫的景点 感觉世界只有我们两个人 是我最美丽 最想重温的回忆


我最幸福的事 当那爱着你的天使
最幸福的事 是牵着你的日子 看着你入睡的样子


遇到不开心的事 鼻酸却总是不能掩饰
只想抱着你放纵的哭泣
不明白的事 想问个清楚 你却说我任性 为难你解释


为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置
是最幸福的事 也是我的一份坚持

可惜你好像完全不知道的样子

或许这就是你表达爱的方式
还是因为以前的付出换来的是背叛 所以你已经不再那么拼命了。


我在等着 。。。



WHEN PASSION AND PASSIVE COMES TOGETHER? WAD ARE THE ODDS?

不值得

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 整理心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
ha~这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你坏了心情
ha~我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

除了想你 除了爱你
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记 打开心情
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情 不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆 不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
ha~这段感情 早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你 不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
ha~我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
ha~ha~我决定不为你而毁了心

放弃爱你

clubbing

haha, went sabai to meet lynn and co cuz lynn says she had balance there. drink finish then go fly .. lol took so so so long to decide where to go. initially is keong saik street there first then fly de. haha

so yah, everyone was in taxi liao on the way haha i still dilly dally abit, change into my LBD then walk slowly to 7 eleven for a packet of mints( if i go clubbing with my frenz without darling, mints are my best fren lol) then flag for cab and off to shenton.

and guess wad guess wad? lol. I AM THE FIRST TO REACH LEH! haha... :)

lynn started to down martell once we reach haha, i cannot larz, she veteran liao lehz, mi i drink slowly de... was tinking "shit forget to eat fried food." ,and darling seldom allow mi to come out so just drink enough for mi to loosen my joints and dance, not too high haha.

told lynn tt and she say its okie.. well, i tried to drink as much liao, but well, ate very early and digested le larz before drinking so i dun dare to mess up my chances of going out again. hee.

met hui wen, shanshan and her frenz and erm still got who ar, pai seh forget liao. anyway, enjoyed myself very much haha. meet up soon yeah?

poor girl, keep telling me she tired, all the way at sabai, cuz not her home ground. then at fly dance all the way, then last dance tell mi again she tired and repeated all the way we go chinatown eat and till in cab. lol. working marz, bo bian de larz, physically and mentally stressed tts why tired... take care of urself k? :)

yah yah, i was abit pissed off by a uncle-looking uncle okie larz, wadever cuz he really look uncle, we dance dance then suddely wan to squeeze with us and dance. somemore face us. and the dance floor not tt crowded until muz squesze till lyk tt lorz. super irritating. then i tink lynn also BTH and tell her bf then i tink if i nv hear wrg, got someone warn him about doing this kind of stupid action liao. lol. then awhile then i nv see him liao .yeah. haha. dun spoil my nite wahaha...

oh yah, saw jason at fly, yah, told alicia :) and guess wad, i met someone larz, tink very long then contact everything together and then i was lyk "omg!" haha, then i tink i tink i must hav met him before lol. but if its true then tts very uber long liao to rmb or tt is the wrg person. anyway, nvm larz. haha just tink tt the world really so small..

seetin and edna fly le, hav a nice and safe trip...!!

my god gd nite i wan go slp liao...

my darling long ago jiu doze off liao.

and and and once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING AND LILIAN!!!!!!!!!!

:)

WITH WARMEST WISHES!

:)

so many

darling, there's so many things i want to tell u... but do u hav the time?

haha... tt busy bao beii... haiz...

at least when i finally voiced out tt i want him to pei mi after work, he did.
happy and appreciated. i noe he cannot afford to have off so soon cuz business is still very new, so after work is all i settled for.

went to loyang to pray on tuesday, ate and came back home. then i noe darling was abit sick. but he nv tell mi. hmmph... baby u shouldnt lyk tt u noe. driving while u r sick very dangerous lehz. still dare tell me no strength to drive liao. haiiz...

darling came home early after work ytd hee... cooked and ate together. happy. cuz darling will be going ah jun's chalet after work today. cannot pei mi. :( home only in the morning. change bath and then go work again. lol.

nvm, i going party also. darling gave his permission.. once in a while marz... hee.. still waiting for my dear fren to make up lol. haha, finally somewan slower then mi... hee

eating eating hee....

laugh out loud

???????????????

today i was on train on my way out when suddenly reach je station liao then a guy walk over to mi while i wanna go out of the train. i tot he wan to ask for direction sia.
wad the hell in the end is he ask "can be friends with u?"
i tink i very rude larz at tt instant, but dun care larz anyway, ask this kind of stupid question, so i just stared and mouthed a "N-O-!" and then faster walk off.
haha, tink already wanna laugh also hao hao xiao orh...

after finishing my stuff got a free short ride to yew tee haha, so went to surprise darling at his shop! :) then darling stupidly ask mi," Why u here?" just replied i nearby lorz. actually very near marz, so if he not there then i jus take mrt home lorz. if he there then wait for him lorz. hee

then darz sent mi home while he go find ah boon and gang again. haiz... if there is no ethyl alcohol in this world the wad will they do to relax? hmm...

darling, sayang mi!

...

went to illusion for anson's bdae celebration ytd.
haha... the guys all drink till gone le larz..

darling was busy so till 12 plus then reach.
hah by the tink we already cut cake lorz...

then in the middle dunno how come suddenly they were all pulling darling to dance on the pool table LOL..
HENG darling run away haha... :)

ask darling about tt aft the drinking and darling say they all say if he willing to pei ah boon dance then they all drink finish 2 big mug of beer each. then darling turn the table ard say they dance and he will drink 3 mugs. lol. lyk tt also can arhz?
haha

darling i miss u 24/7 lehz... hmph!

i am so confused now.

i want to return to last time once in awhile.

:(

wad i want

i just want to be happy.

is it wrg to want to be happy?

but no wan really understands.



i dun wan to go back cuz i dun wan to quarrel.

every little thing will lead to a quarrel.

i grow up quarreling, shouting, screaming and crying.

there were canes there but becuz sis and mi hid them so they dun exist anymore. then every household equipment becomes tt damn cane. not to mention the pulling of hair or ear till i can practically hang by the ear or hair. serious. its damn damn pain.



i was suicidal before, when i was young. however, the thought still keep coming back when i am sad. but i nv told darling before. how to tell? theres no way letting him noe man. he hated girls who threaten with suicide so if i tell him( if i really wan to tell, it will only be at my saddest point) i tink he will assume i wan to threaten him with my life.

i started with self inflicted pain first when i was small. i knock my head onto my bedroom wall, bite myself but mostly i bang my head against the wall cuz the wounds cannot be seen by anyone. just felt by myself.

although i am very scare of pain, at tt point of time, the pain is wad makes mi feel alive, the feeling tt i am still here. scarily, the dwelling pain feels so good tt moment. but at least now i can tink of reasons lyk if i am dead then blah blah blah, tt keeps mi off the knifes, windows and everything.

however, most likely i will opt for things closer to euthanisia. haha. no pain. not ugly. lol. but before the reasons come to mi, i usually draw morbid stuffs when i am sad. things close to death, cutting, dying, falling, blood dripping, blood red wine pouring, broken stained wine glass... the list goes on. some of the pieces are here and there, others i i just draw, appreciate, reason with myself and throw away. at least, this keeps mi away from dangerous thoughts.


actually, coming to tink of it, i am rather extreme too. i can turn from happy to sad to mad to excited to blank to anger to calm to nice to nasty in jus a few moments. yeap. those who experience it will noe. haha. sorry buddies, well, at least i wasnt faking yeah?


okie, i am digressing. back to my point.


if i were to go back, i will not stay long. i will go out early in the morning and come back late in the night or not at all. just stay out all day. but i dun wan u to keep tinking where i am. okie, maybe u wont noe or care but then i noe u will get angry with mi. so wad for ? but i cant stand not going out while i am there.

last time there is sch as an excuse for mi to be outside almost nearly 24/7. meetings, projs, camps, everything. now theres nothing. so i will be just walking and walking around outside. but compared to quarreling it really is a better choice for mi.


actually i also dunno why i write down all these for wad.
but i just feel lyk pouring everything out. haiz..

i am so tired.

boring stuffs

went to get the stuffs tt i ordered online today. hee really worth the money wahaha...

then headed to lot 1 for some shopping before going yew tee to find darling.
wah, lots of sales lehz. lol. saw lots of stuffs at cotton on. but then having a trip soon so well, ren ren ren ! haha... my blusher gonna finish soon. hmm, tinking of buying borjouris(pai seh arh if spelling wrg lol) de. glittery glittery pink pink de lyk very nice lehz.. haha...

walk ard and saw elaine at kose counter lol. wah, so long nv see u become prettier liao worz.. :)

trained to yew tee and ta bao long john silver for darling to eat. hee. darling's new shop very rectangle lorz.lol. and the auntie damn chatty. the wear specs wan. haha...

wierd and ku ku conversation with her...

" eh, u is who arh? "

"huh? "

" ni shi ta de shui? "

"wo shi ta.. huh ? "

"u his gf arhz? "

"ah, yah, ta de gf lorz. why leh?"

"huh? ni shi ta de gf mehz? tt day come here de is u mehz? "

"huh? "

"huh? tt day got one girl come here not u wad...? u his gf arhz? really arh?"

"yah, i am his gf... ??!!??"

at this point i am totally pissed and blur liao...

then she ask alan who is behind mi, in dialect:

" she is ur gf arhz? "

"yah larz, she is my gf larz, u tink still got hu?"

"huh? tt day come tt wan not ur gf mehz?"

"no larz, tt wan is my customer leh, u say until so shiok then let u say lorz."

then the auntie go do her business liao.

haha, stupid rite?

i am sitting inside the shop, and i buy things for alan to eat, and i call alan not by name but by darling, not clear enough mehz? even if i am a fling or wad larz example only horz, , BUT NOT OKIE LOL, wad i am saying is, where got ppl lyk tt tok wan??? lol wad if ppl quarrel or wad how? then all the misunderstandings will be because of her lorz. lol.
wah, if she toking to those ah beng keep changing flings and girls de how? i tink she dead by tml liao if she tok lyk tt in front of the guy and girl .lol. haha. its the joke of the day...
and her face is of disbelieve cum suspicious , lol, so funny, shit i should hav video it down. lol.

and later i ask darling why tt auntie tok so funny and who is the girl she toking about then darling say its may, the jurong hair saloon there de worker, his customer last time. went to yew tee to buy phone. then very late liao, since alan wan go jurong so ask her wait outside awhile then he fetch her back jurong on the way. lol.

funny rite?

and darling say tt auntie noisy wan. even uncle also cannot win. lol. lyk tt die liao . haha...

home now, darling fetch mi home then go meet ah jun, he wans to change hp, and aka ask darling go drink with him whaha.. once darling say ah jun i noe is cannot leave drinking out de..

haiz. nvm, wait at home, surf net, pack stuffs.

:)

tales of beedle the bard

i am so wanting to get my hands on " the tales of beedle the bard" by J.K. Rowling.

one of the story was featured in the last book of Harry Potter- the deathly hallows.

haiz, buy online? dunno S'pore hav or not. dun rmb popular hav leh? Times? or Kino? or Borders?

search online and found out tt there were those special collection, handwritten and drawn by JK herself. but the price is freakin skyhigh haha, and anyway there's only one out of seven tt is on auction, which is then bought by rep from Amazon.

see:

the moonstone edition

totally gorgeous rite?

haha, harry potter books are so so so addictive. maybe they had spells in them.

and and random:

i lyk this phone lehz. cuz its slim, simple, and pink!

but then ying say not its not user friendly. hmm...

i wan to be myself again

all along, i grow to suit u.
everything i once loved i abandon them for u.
but now, i wan to be myself.
my old self, my likes, my hates and everything.

stupid alarm clock keep ringing till i cannot slp. and darling still can slp larz..
haiz...

darling sayang mi before going to work. but i cant help it.
it rained heavily.
drenched.
eyes stung.
a salty taste.

went to my hairstylist to hav my hair cut. haha. finally i cut my long long hair. okie larz, just change the shape. length not much. and my love!!! - the thick thick fringe :)

Pinky standing while i tok the photo. haha...

after tt, change and meet see tin at jp. haha, ate dinner and walk walk. saw a few nice clothes tt i wanna buy but then going bkk next mth le, later there alot how. lol. but anyway, i tink end up i will still buy de larz, haha...

see tin went to find des so i continued shopping ard. haha, i love walking in fp extra. damn lyk giant larz haha... saw a 42 inch plasma tv from samsung selling at $999. lol is tt really cheap? i dunno larz, obviously i dun buy tv. haha.

darlin came to fetch mi after tt and cuz of the suddenly call i forgot to buy my stuff. lol. nvm.

hmm. i tink i noe wad to make liao. still got time... slowly do.. hee...

darling, comehomecomehomecomehomenownownownowcuzimissucuzimissucuzimissu!!!

W-A-S-T-E!

i guess appreciation love and concern, in front of ur frenz is worth less than nothing.

u said u r busy, working, u would not come home so early cuz u dunno work till wad time.

haha, wad a fool i am to believe in u.

again lyk the last time tt i spend all my time and effort to make a nice meal for u, U ARE OUT THERE DRINKING WITH UR FRENZ.
rmb last time i said i nearly threw the whole pot down the rubbish chute?

just great.

do u hav to drink (relax) every single day?

and tml is mon, meaning u will need to go meet up with them and drink AGAIN.
today cannot finish ur work, which ends quite late le, and come home meh?

i treat u lyk king, and this is wad i get.

i still rmb one of ur buddies said, "wah, if XX treats mi lyk tt jiu hao lorz."

and u took everything for granted.
i guess i should just stop everything. cuz its not worth the price of having to break down and cry nearly everyday.

maybe the girls are rite. i dun hav to do all these things for u. u can pay other ppl outside to do all tt stuff. to treat u as my world will only hasten the crashing down of my entire universe.

i am so tired.

crazy

i tink my subconscious mind is driving mi crazy. and u are not at all helping.

strange dreams tt i cannot explain. i swear tt wasnt even in my line of thoughts. but it jus keep on appearing in my dreams. everything from him to her. jus nice in my most vulnerable state of mind.

trails of thought leading to lots of "what-if "s...

what if its not j?

what if everything starts with y?

will everything be the same?

will the end result be the same?

what if j most prob dun believe in making the effort anymore?

what if everything is habitual?

what if there is no time to change anything?

what if everything is just a pseudo-screen?

what if i dunno u at all?


and there is this vey big thing tt i wan to emphasize to u again cuz am very positive u dun get wad i meant, i.e.

*o** to mi has already lost its meaning very very long time ago. pls dun ask mi tt question again. new wounds rise everytime u ask.

i am very serious.

if someone smiles, it doesnt means he is happy.
u have to understand to noe the truth.
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studio drowning in flames. my feet kept dancing.

the heart is bleeding. i smiled.

XOXO

wad is the price of BETRAYAL in ur heart?

wad is the definition of it in ur heart?

will u still give the other person a second chance if u found out tt he/she betrayed u?

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oh! i jus tot of sth, is there couples who stayed together for name's sake but behind the closed doors, they are bedding someone else each? interesting huh dun u tink so? i mean then wads the use of staying together?

oh digression.

I JUST LOVE WATCHING GOSSIP GIRL.

XOXO.

I totally sympathise with Blair. Her mother ignores her, filling the gap with only riches. And Chuck Bass is not what he looked lyk, he is quite a deep character.

okie, fast forward, I HATE RACHEL. behind tt sweet little morally uprite image, she's a total whore! i wonder how Serena will flare if she noes rachel slepted with Dan, once in her house and once in the sch closet. lol. and to tink tt she got Blair kicked out of Yales. yuck! and Serena actually defended Rachel from Blair. Poor Serena. And Dan's a total idiot.



shrewd personality, manipulation, i guess its always present huh?

when social drinking crosses the line

Before the reading commence,

I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IF PPL WHO LEAVE COMMENTS AT MY TAGBOARD WOULD KINDLY PUT THEIR NAMES BESIDE THEIR COMMENTS.

THANK YOU!
this is to prevent unwanted disputes, i.e. what happened in my friends' tagboard leading to a whole lot of shit.
and personally, i hate ppl tagging behind the names of : passer-by, pb, anon, x, ..., and watever shit. if u cared/bothered to leave a comment then i assume u should be able to stand by it yah? if not dun comment.

Disclaimer: any similar names tt i mentioned above if u hav used it before this post, wad i meant is a general statment. but after this post, it would mean YOU. thanks for reading.

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There's a really thin line between social drinking and alcohol dependency of some sort.
What most people do think of themselves is that,

" Oh, I'm just a social drinker, occasional drinks with friends thats all."

But how occasional is occasional? Thats a question to be asked.

By definition from the dictionary, occasional means occurring or appearing at irregular or infrequent intervals.

"irregular" or "infrequent" checked. So it appropriately means once in a while rite? Search yourself. Do these words ring a bell in your head? No. I presume. How about "regular" and "frequent" ? Do they click now? Well, the ironies in life.

"Generally, social drinkers use alcohol to relax and increase good feelings. It's easy for them to limit drinking. Many people say they are social drinkers, and yet cannot imagine dinner or a bad day without alcohol. Some of these people are alcoholics."(1)

Do you feel that way?

So, how do we know that we have crossed the line? Whoops...
Well writing it down here, you are crossing the line if you:

-use alcohol to help you get through painful situations or feelings.
-ever defend or hide your drinking; can't remember what happened after drinking a little too much.
-resent other people's advice who want you to drink less; drink alone.
-have problems you've had trouble solving due to your drinking.
-change in tolerance to alcohol. (1)

It is indeed very saddening to know that one of god's divine plans- the natural fermentation process( to bring things back to earth naturally) is economically manipulated by his own proudest creation.

haha, pardon me for my blunderings. And and pls dun come and judge my sentence. i am just playing with words tts all.

and i certainly dun need anywan to tell mi tt my spellings or grammar nor vocabulary is wrg.

Imperfection is also a work of beauty.

ref: (ps i am damn lazy to rewrite)

1. http://www.memorialhospital.org/Library/general/general-SOCIAL.html

nth much

supposed to be very free but dunno why things seem to keep mi damn damn busy. wth.
guess wad am i doing now? i am editing my sis proj work AGAIN lol. yes, while waiting for dear darling to come back from sabai sabai.

went to tiong bahru to shop for my cosmetic basics and bought a new mascara; LashSculpture. the brush is damn fantastic lorz, but i hav yet to establish whether it will smudge on me as the time goes by. cuz for mi even maybelline XXL waterproof smudges on me. wth. i love the comb which is 3 rows instead of 1. separates lyk nobody's business. haha... losted my shiny brown eyeshadow, wonder where the hell it went to.

then gotto rush back to crescent to meet genie, who is passing my my AMPOULES!!

Heard tt Seetin? haha, i'll pass to Alan who will bring it down to raymond's shop tml. love ya.

then dun feel lyk going home so early so i called jie if she wans to come down eat and tok. but she's at illusion, alone. thus mi rush all the way down to illusion to acc her. tok, drink, play.

heading out tml to bugis with her or maybe the nxt day. darling dear wans to find shorts and ask mi to go buy for him. he is seriously in need of shorts. not the baggy bermuda kind, but the nice looking, shuai shuai kind, i dunno how to tell u guys lol. wait and see lorz...

my gosh, darling i see so many nice looking necklaces tt i wan u to wear. hee. ur fav steel with carbon fibre.. :)

to seetin: the ring we saw priced at 159 bucks , three-tiered rose gold de with cubic zirconia is actually a copy of cartier de lol. correct mi if i am wrg. haha.. i saw it on a US webby too. but they only got size 8.5. and a few blvgari rings tt is so so so nice larz...

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for centuries, the word sensitivity is totally not to be found in a man's possession. its lyk they are immune or something. but as the 21st century has already set foot onto our world, are man getting something to it? or do they just act as if they hav absolutely no clue as to wad is going to change? despising changes, they simply made use of the "man are from mars, woman are from venus" theorem as a shield to cover themselves, denying the need to learn the meaning of "sensitive" and its uses???
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the more u wan to hide something, the more the truth will emerge. as scary as it can be. the worser it will ever be.
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sometimes u may be very gd frens with a person. u tell her everything and anything. then one day u found out tt u dun lyk her. then the worse got hold of u and u started spilling secrets of each other??
or
is it possible tt u will tell others things tt will delibrately pull frenz apart from the person, lowering the credibility of the person so tt one day when ur ugliest truth comes out, ppl rather believe u than her.

dun be offended, its just a spur of a moment thingy tt i hav in mind.

sometimes being the top-most of the animal hierachy and the ecological food pyramid, humans can be just as scary yeah? read the papers every day, terrorism, murders, etc. animals kill for survival but we being better than them, the honourable representatives of humanity, we humans kill for fun, for revenge, for the riches, or just for the sake of ending ppls' lives..

wad was tt saying again?

oh yeah, "worse than animal..."

wad do u say ?

Careful! u dun noe wad he/she is tinking

actually from dunno since when, i noe he/she is not a plain character. he/she seems to hav a motive in doing everything. well, let us observe more closely shall we?

scary there, be careful...

i wonder...

tried the ampoule from genie and i feel great after using. ordered 4 boxes together with seetin. :)
but ppl ppl i am afraid its jus the placebo effect. surely not rite? tell mi the ampoules do work.. hee..

well, cuz i had tt during the time when i changed my facial foam. the galenic foam wash to the himalayans neem facial wash. eww... and i tot the money was well saved. end up its jus mi and my mind. nah. dun tok about tt anymore.

so anyways, seetin and edna, hav a safe and fun trip to taiwan! :)
haiz, goodness gracious! i am so envious. nah, jus kidding.

it will be my turn in may. yeah! bankok trip with love and frenz. mi lyk the sound of it. super duper elated just tinking about going overseas with babykiins. just lyk tt time we went to genting. :)

to my victoria dear. my dear, darling, love and sweetheart et cetera since sec sch. call mi up yeah, when u are free, which i noe the odds is very little. haha. at least for this month. :)

yawns. darling dear where are u. i tot u will be back by now? i need my daily dose of pampering. hee...

hey

to my dearest darling, i noe u are tired, stressed with work and all et cetera but dun bring the stress home alrite? its not fair to mi. u can choose to tok, i'll listen kays? do u noe it always hurts when u get easily very easily irritated in these times? its lyk my feelings does worth anything to u u noe?

okie, anyway abit of updates.

went to Jurong point for some shopping but nothing caught my fancy so well, money saved haha. renewed my phone contract too with a new iphone. haha, but i sold it to darling. well, at least up till now i am still not a iphone fan so why bother rite?

met up with mei and family and dinner is served at sakura! yeah... er, not literally larz, its a buffet wad so we serve ourselves haha... i ate damn huge amount of food larz, but dunno why not really full lorz.

but i guess i lyk the ambience at the clementi woods sakura better.. the design of the 900plus sakura lyk macham foodcourt lehz..lol...

takeaway sushi for darling ytd, is it ytd or the day before i forget liao hee... was at jp and texted darling whether he wanted anything but i was alrdy tinking of sushi but dare not ask him. later i guess wrg leh? hahaha... but as it turned out. he indeed wanted sushi so sushi it is.

speaking of which, i suddenly hav the urge to make sushi at home lol. but then hav to go buy lotsa ingredients, all darz favorite. :) okok, i tink maybe a few days later..

OMG, gotta rush.. bye all..