there there, my life is lyk a cycle...

read elaine yuki's blog and a sentence caught my attention.

"Would u rather go back to the person tt u love most but treated u badly, or go towards the person tt u dun love but treasure u and treat u very well?

if u are the person choosing, which wan will u take?

most girls actually will prefer somewan who treats us well rite, but too bad it isnt the person whom we love most, usually...

so being emotional creatures, we will end up choosing the person tt we love most, but unfortunately, hurts the most too.

my definition of hurt is when the person u love doesnt treasure u, doesnt pay attention to u. hurt can only be inflicted by the person u love. how others treat u doesnt matter cuz it doesnt matter at all.

pardon mi for my ramblings, my head is spinning.



i just dun understand why u can or tink tt u hav the luxury of giving mi attitude when i head out to chill with my girl frenz? when unjustifiably i seem to cannot hav any anger, or attitude or feel down when u say u are heading out to chill with ur bros..

talk about having double standards. men and their egos.

but did u ask y i went to fly after bq? No. i went there cuz my gf wans us to accompany her to find her bf, now ex bf cuz she was going there to brk up. yes. ask around. it should be easy to verify cuz they were shouting and quarreling plus pushing ard on the road! u ask mi to leave her there mehz? ur bro got anything u also will scare and stay rite? same wad. and we were there lyk less than an hr?

i am so so so tired..........

but i noe u love mi, so u lyk tt, but then still dun lyk tt can, i also will sad wad rite?
i nv go out alot marz, once a week or once a fortnight...


OH YAH, BUT THE WAY, I SAID BEFORE LE, PLS IF U WAN TO LEAVE DOWN ANY COMMENTS, CONSTRUCTIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE I DUN CARE, BUT LEAVE DOWN UR NAME. DUN HIDE BEHIND THE SCREEN NAME PASSERBY, ITS FOR COWARDS. DARE TO SAY DUN DARE TO STAND BY UR WORDS?

and actually, come to tink of tt, the comment did not get the effect u wanted. cuz basically, i dun believe wad u say, based on many facts tt u will not understand which only i noe. or u can try making mi believe...

xoxo,

sher-darling

你 不曾发觉？？？

总是
忍不住寂寞 掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰

担心
短暂的晴天 随时都可能
被阴霾收回

等待
有机会最坏 也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫

因为
太怕失去你 所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲


你 不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜

伸出右手 想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳 在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信 你会了解


总在
埋怨过你的冷漠之后 又急着
说抱歉

仿佛
向疏远的你 乞求一点体贴
都是我不对

结果
有可能最美 也最可悲
我做好了准备

也许
太自由的你 心里面那个家
谁也不能回

你 不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜

伸出右手 想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳 在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信 你会了解

我一直相信
总有一天

你会用左手 牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远 却会实现
心在同一边 就能够听见
你说的那句
我爱你

你 不曾发觉
你总是用右手 牵着我
但是心却跳动 在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜

伸出右手 想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳 在左边
那么深深爱你的我
你一定看的见