feeling very tired everyday; down, shag and messed up.
been acting lyk whatever-i-dun-care but still, haiz!
its not easy, acting lyk i dunno anything and everything cuz in the end, its still hard on myself/ourselves.

wherever there is ppl, tongue flares.
and wherever there is ladies, haha, there will be politics.
damn shyt...
why make things so so so difficult?

城门失火，殃及池鱼。你要死也不要把大家拉下去。

纸上谈兵的成绩，就真是你所为吗？

argh!!!

fcuk larz..

just reach work 1hr nia my head is spinning liao...

izzt not enough slp or i eat too much heaty things liao...

ai yoh, siao le larz...

heng today appts so-so only,

wah but later maybe phone keep ringing then appt suddenly fcuking lots...

as always...

then last min cancel, triple sian!

totally no mood...

guess tonite shall go home watch cartoons and slp early..

haha yah la,

say only lol..

i'll try okie...

someone entertain mi lehz..

i damn bored..

mentally very tired....

mont blac



woots so nice!!




supper some days ago....

@billy bombers






saturday's brkfast cum lunch cum dinner @4pm

very sian.. no mood to eat...





just bought my beauty diary masks online...
haha.. these are some only, more at work...

status: emo and sick

hot inside darn cold outside

erm, i tink my room is spinning...

help...

darling hug mi!!

Very pain, i just feel lyk stoning!!!!!!!!!!!
Darling, where are u ...

Yes,

i camwhored again... cuz i am damn emo and plain bored!

no wonder i feel lyk two person inside

mi and myself

I feel lyk curling my hair!

sometimes i just feel lyk drowning...

in drinks

in the rain

in a pool.

this is my daily "supplement" yes! dun laugh, without this at work, i feel lykdying, my nose dropping, my head spinning.!! stupid aircon. !@#$%^%^&*

yah i noe, camwhoring...

emo can or not....

very tired... feel lyk i am draining away...

我要的只是一段浪漫的爱情，美满的婚姻与幸福的家庭。你能实现吗？

very lazy to write truck loads of words so well, pictures speaks a thousand words......

eating @ marche...

i totally love the rosti there, yummy...

yah i noe larz, was sick still eat this type of food but then i specially took leave to celebrate. if rest at home then my leave so wasted larz. plus darling also no time to pei mi le. muz open shop le.:(

boo!

i took a snap when darling was trying out the slippers. hee...

Darling i love u!

shower mi with all ur love can? :)

a very childish entry but i am seriously tired. sometimes simplicity is the best tt u could ask for.

在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走

你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说 迟到的 我的心动

你的好 你的坏
我的脾气你最懂
我不要你心疼我(我不要你离开我)
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心)
对不起 我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一)
还微笑祝福你

你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
我从来没对你说压抑的我的心动

我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
我不要你来心疼我
明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心)
对不起 我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一)
还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择做比情人更好的朋友

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心)
对不起 我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一)
还微笑祝福

darn, its my favourite song, sad, melancholic but meaningful...
my head is spinning... i want to take mc larz. but cannot.. haiz... sometimes, somethings is just so damn shitty. working is ewww..... haiz...

i rmb someone told mi this: guys, if they go out nv meet gals, its obviously bluffing u. but if they are still coming back home, tt would good already."

its the most egoistic sentence i hav ever heard.

everywhere i go, i am bound to see things tt makes me feel dissappointed.

sometimes one may wonder, how much courage do we need to trust someone wholeheartedly.

我用尽所有的勇气去选择相信，请别告诉我换来的竟是最初的背叛。

Happie Burfdae to mi!!!

Haha...

lets see, hmm...

wad i did for burfdae this year....

-partying with frenz

-steamboat with family

-shopping with frenz and mummy

and on the actual day itself, I HAV TO WORK!!!!! WTF?!?!?!
actualy intended to take leave on the 19 feb since november (Yes, months before!)but csm says she will be taking a very long cny break... tts the standard... well wad more can i say...

but anyway thx granny jean for the sweet little cake from Glace. of cuz together with my commission haha... money to spend... but pity she's always on the go...

thanks to everyone who celebrated my bdae with mi; deep appreciations...


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on the sidenote, i jus hav to complain...

during cny, my cousin had his birthdae, so mi and joyce and ben drove to kluang mall especially to buy a birthdae cake for him at 9.45pm! note tt its the first day of cny and the shops are about to close already.
the only few WHOLE cakes tt were left was the high fibre cheesecakes with berries and the lemon cheesecake. so we bought the lemon wan.
the taste was sweet and sour on the side. after everywan finished the cake, an idiot came up to us and spilled the words" ai yah, muz be nobody buy then you all buy this cake home." with a seriously fucked up face.
mi and joyce was lyk wtf, we dun owe u leh, and its cuz of 2nd uncle's son's bdae then we went out again to find a whole cake for his celebration. wad birthdae is it if its without a cake? meiqi was close already so only secret recipe was open and the cake was shared by joyce and mi, our money! its not lyk u shared or paid or gave any ang bao to him too. wtf are u flaring at us. serious! 撒泡尿照一照自己啦，恶心！

boring

haiz, life is simply jus plain old boring...

is adult life lyk tt?--->work eat slp work eat slp...

its getting on to my nerves... i need an escapade, and fast...

haiz...

boring life is getting to my pocket too... which is not at all gd.

when i am bored, i'll go walk walk and then guess wad? i'll spend.

not tt its not gd cuz the things tt i buy are of use but still, well, my wardrobe has its limits you noe wad i mean...

laughs...

bought lingerie again, a cute leopard print bag, a top with vest, earrings and heels.

heels!! i am a sucker for heels and lingeries... haha not to mention costumes yes! u heard tt but then i hav got not much of a use for them so i hav to stop myself from buying them haha...

thou i seldom parade my collection already cuz my feet is going down on me, yes, working 9 to 10 hrs with heels everyday and u expect mi to go out with them too? OUCH!

who wans to go on a short trip with mi??? haha...

the future : unknown

have u suddenly wondered lyk ya noe, before bedtime, " what if u just suddenly will never wake up again?

its lyk, "huh?" LIFE JUST ENDED LYK TT?

you planned lots and lots of tings to do, goals to achieve then tts it? u hvn even started?

haha, many will say i tink too much but then well, life is just unpredictable.

remember the recent news? an atelete died just after exercise and other similiar wans? i was lyk huhZ?

so wad if u are destined to die the next day? wad are u gonna do? weep?


well, i only wan to be with u, tts all.

its tt simple.

haha, i noe, damn uber long time nv blog...

just damn lazy to even switch on the com sometimes.

freaking tired...


summary luh horz...

better than nothing...

spent my days work then shop, work then home, mc then rest at home.

its lyk a vicious cycle lol... say until lyk on drug or gambling.

into retail therapy recently, keep spending on cosmetics, clothes, lingeries, shoes etc... i need a bag lol.. see! shyt man... haha

met staciy on various occasion, she damn on larz, and end up shop lyk mad. shopping is our life man... if i bought a whole month of clothes etc, she already bought a whole year's supply liao wahahaa... you do the math- shiok!

im very into health supplements also. as of nw larz, cuz weak marz, no larz. dunno why keep feeling sick recently and the aircon at work is blasted directly over ur head de. imagine sitting there the whole fcuking day for lyk almost 10 hrs... sniff sniff... even if i switch to 25 degrees cel also very cold lorz... my bones can feel it too... damn jia lat... but most of them immune liao ... i fcuking cannot larz...

so how?
drink health supplements and pop health tabs lorz... i tink awhile later i will also lazy de larz...lol... bought a cute pills holder divider thingy. remind myself to bring them everyday if not means left the bottle at work, or left it at home. now eat later cannot eat.

lol...shiitty shiitty!!

i am so fcuking tired everyday..

the phrase of the moment, " tiu lei lou mou!"( throw ur mother)
the most used phrase at frontdesk... lol rite?

honest! hah!