i simply jus dun understand....

years hav passed and ur ex is already with another gal.

becuz u let him down again and again, this love isnt yours anymore.

why dun u let go ?

why keep saying tt u cant forget,

why keep tinking back to wad if u are still together?

there are no "wad if" in this world.

if there is then it would be more wonderful le.

face the fact.

he is gone.

not urs anymore.

u say that u are hurt.

but he is much more hurt by u.

u say that time heals wounds but the scars will stay ...

why ?

u are only in self denial.

its u who let tt scar stay there cuz u DUN WAN TO FORGET.

why torment urself then say "if only" u are together?

dont it makes u more eerie to be with?

Ur "faithfulness" is not real,

and its becuz u lost it tts why u yearn to hav it back so much.

as his present gf, i really pity u.

u wrap urself up in self-denial and let othrs tink tt u cant live without him.

u portray urself in a pitiful position.

why?

u wanna let others think tt u are indeed very faithful

or u wan others to think tt its actually he who let u down?

Sometimes, reverse pychology doesnt work.

u will jus make urself look bad.

wad for ?

u are pretty in ur own way and i am sure u will find ur prince charming soon.

why keep holding on?

there is already no rope, straw or even thread for u to hold on to le,

u are already falling without knowing.

THE FACT TT U ARE NOT LIVING A GD LIFE WILL NOT AFFECT HIM

AS HE IS NOT THE ONE WHO LET U DOWN.

THUS, THIS METHOD IS USELESS.

i rmb u told darling u hav cancer.

u post it on frenster,

stating tt u only hav a few mths left to spend.

all his frens knew about this

and u even told his frens tt u feel dejected and suicidal.

u are also abused by ur new bf violently,

got beaten up by him and how misarable are u.

u said told them u feel lyk dying.

u tried lots of means to die but to no avail.

how contradictory is it?

how can someone not die if she tried all means to die?

u noe wad is the easiest thing to do on earth and wad is the hardest?

the easiest thing to do is to die and the difficult of all is to be alive.

so tell mi,

aren't u just wanting to seek attention?

but darling and his frens already noes wad u are up to.

they just told mi not to bother as there is actually no end from it.

i guess its true,

cuz its already past 8 mths plus and u are still alive and kicking,

in pink of health too.

so wad does tt shows?

its a rhetorical question yeah?

i used to be very affected by u but because of the assuranceof everyone ard him,

and hubby de constant assurance, i learnt to not to be affected by u.

now i only pity u.

imagine ppl going to our frenster and see ur pics and stuff vs my pics and stuff. wad will they tink?

not hard to imagine.

and u are jus losing ur chance of knowing ur prince charming or more guys in a way.

maybe they will tok to u but cuz they pity u . u wan ppl to care for u becuz u are pitiful?

no gals would wan tt.

really wish u best of luck. :)

p/s:

pls respect someone in a stable relationship by not asking whether u still hav a change together becuz tt just shows how much ur level of stupidity and rudeness is.

ISNT IT COMMON SENSE ?

and ur fren too.

below is wad my fren quoted from her blog:

I WONDER IF U REMEMBER ME OR IF I'M JUST A MEMORY...I WONDER IF U THINK OF US OR IF U FIND IT USELESS...I WONDER HOW THINGS WOULD BE IF U HAD NEVER LEFT ME...I WONDER HOW HAVE U BEEN AND IF I'M STILL A LOVE OF YOURS...I THINK ABOUT U EVERYDAY AND WONDER IF YOU ARE OK...I THINK ABOUT HOW HAPPY WE WERE AND THE MEMORIES MAKE THE TEARS STIR...I THINK ABOUT THE PLANS WE MADE WHILE WE WERE LAYING IN THE SHADE...I THINK ABOUT ALL WE SAID AND THE LIVES WE LEAD...TO NOT KNOW... WHERE TO GO, TO NOT KNOW... WHERE TO FIND A PLACE WHERE U MAY HIDE.TO NOT BE ABLE TO SEE YOUR FACE PUTS MY HEART SO OUT OF PLACE...TO NOT KNOW WHEN U'RE NEAR IS MY GREATEST FEAR...THERE'S SO MUCH IN MY HEAD THAT I WISH I'D SAID...THERE'S SO MANY MISSED KISSES FOR MY UNANSWERED WISHES...THERE'S ONLY SO MANY WAYS FOR ME TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAYS...THERE'S SO LITTLE LIGHT IN MY HEART TONIGHT WHAT WOULD I SAY...IF GIVEN A DAY, WHAT WOULD HAPPEN?IF I COULD HAVE U AGAIN WHAT JOY WOULD IT BRING?TO HEAR U SING WHAT WOULD I FEEL IF U WERE HERE FOR REAL?I MISS U EACH DAY THAT U R AWAY... BUT IT'S ALL FADING AWAY...I MISS U LOOKING OUT FOR ME THE WAY IT USED TO BE...I MISS YOUR LOVE THAT PROTECTED ME LIKE A GLOVE...I MISS U SO MUCH IT MADE MY HEART DIM...I WONDER IF U STILL CARES???THAT'S A QUESTION THAT TEARS...I WONDER WHAT U'RE LIKE IF U WOULD TELL ME TO TAKE A HIKE... I WONDER IF U FEAR THAT I DON'T HOLD U DEAR...BUT MOST OF ALL I WONDER IF U STILL LOVES ME...OR... IF...OR... IF...I'M JUST A MEMORY OF WHAT USED TO BE.I'm JuSt LiKe A sCaTTeReD jIgSaW pUzzLe wItH a FeW mIssInG pIeCeS nEvEr To Be FoUnD aGaIn. I dOn'T kNoW aNyThInG aNyMoRe. LaY mE DoWn To DiE bEcAuSe A hEaRt ThAt'S iNcOmPLeTe Is UsELeSS aLrEaDy.i LoVe WaLkInG iN tHe RaIn CoS nO oNe KnOwS i'M cRyInGNeVeR mAkE sOmEoNe A pRiOrItY wHeN tHeY oNlY mAkE u An OpTiOnThE bIggEsT mIsTaKe In My LiFe TaT i HaVe EvEr DoNe WaS tO LeT hIm Go. NoW i ReALiSe ThAt He WiLL nEvEr CoMe BaCk To Mei aLwAyS kNeW tAt LooKiNg BaCk At My TeArS wOuLd mAkE mE LaUgH.. BuT i NeVeR kNeW tAt LooKiNg BaCk At My LaUgHtErS wOuLd mAkE mE cRyBeInG hAppY dOeSn'T mEaN ThAt eVeRyThInG iS pErFeCt. It MeAnS tHaT i'Ve dEcIdEd To LooK bEyOnD tHe iMpErFeCtIoNs.ThErE r OnLy 3 ThInGs I wAnT iN mY LoVe:~eYeS tAt wOn'T cRy~LiPs TaT wOn'T LiE~LoVe TaT wOn'T dIe
Who I Want to Meet:
080702 11.15pmI wAnNa TaKe It BaCk To ThE dAy We FiRsT mEt. If I cOuLd NoT sTaRt aLL oVeR aGaIn.. OuR LoVe Is My ReGrEt. NoW i'M bY mYsELf On My BeNdED kNeE... TiMe HaS gOnE nOw AnD tHe MoMeNt HaS pAssEd.mAyBe It WaS tHe LoVe ThIs LoVe WaS mEaNt To Be AnD mAyBe It'S tHe OnLy WaY fOr YoU aNd Me... ThOu WoRdS aRe NoT sPoKeN... fEeLiNgS aRe NoT kNoWn... I tHiNk It TaKeS aNoThEr MiLLiOn YeArS FoR mE tO fOrGeT yOu... I hOpE yOu ArE hApPy WiTh WhAt YoU aRe HaViNg NoW... i'M aLwAyS HeRe... WaItInG... If YoU eVeR nEeD mE.

WAD ARE U TRYING TO IMPLY WITH THIS SENTENCE?

IF HE IS NOT HAPPY WITH WAD HE IS HAVING NOW,

WHICH IS ME AS A MATTER OF FACT,

THEN WHY ARE WE STILL GOING STRONG, BLISSFULLY TOGETHER?

TO ANSWER TT STATEMENT OF URS,

PLS DO NOTE TT WE ARE IN TOTAL BLISS HERE.

YEAH!

AND AND U ARE NOT NEEDED TO BE HERE.

BECUZ THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO SPACE ALREADY.

IF HE EVER NEEDS SOMEONE TO CONFORT HIM,

TO CONSOLE HIM OR TO SHARE JOY AND WOES,

TT WILL BE MI.

I'LL ALWAYS BE BY HIS SIDE,

AND U'LL BE FAR AWAY------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------->THERE!

SO PLS DO RMB.

THANKS.