love hurts

went illusion ytd to pei jie and yeap since i am outside....


:)


today was suppose to meet one of my frenz but kenna aeroplane lol. when down to illusion near by to hav dinner with jie then went to illusion to hav a drink.
i swear we were there jus to relax and sing and tok... lol...
we drank 2 jugs each day nia.. lol and it was with wendy and jonathan. HAHA.

today we had yummy little cakes courtesy of jie who walk over to glace cuz it was featured in cleo mag i tink. shard it with wendy and all we took a taste at every single one.

IT WAS ABSOLUTELY HEAVENLY! even jonathan(a guy) says so.
(THE LOOK OF PURE ESTASY SAYS IT ALL-------------> we hav a photo to prove tt look. lol)
then jonathan say cannot lyk ah boon see his face in tt photo. he say ah boon will say it looks lyk cum face, lol... laugh till drop on the floor.

but haiz, it wasnt a very happy day cuz jie is sad.

wad to say?
love hurts.
totally.
its when u love someone so much tt it totally puts u down. u throw away ur diginity above everything to find tt he doesnt have the heart to settle down, lyk long term. its lyk someone gives u his heart and u are so protective of it then out of a sudden it dawn on u tt its not his heart, its a granite, time bomb. but u r already holding on to it so long tt u cannot put it down anymore. it explodes once u drop it on the ground. but alas eventually it will jus go off too cuz the time is up.
boom.
no choice.
u have none.

a porcupine without spikes is useless. it cant even protect itself. as good as dead.

do u noe tt feeling?